Wednesday 12 April 2017

A (Temporary) Change of Focus :-)

Hey folks! Just a very quick update here about forthcoming racing places. 

Yep, I've done the dirty deed and have gone and registered for another road marathon - what the hell was I thinking?! Don't I remember my aim of breaking the 3 hour barrier for one last time before I get much older? We know how that turned out! 

I tried in Las Vegas in November 2015 - it was raining and the city was under a severe wind warning - needless to say, I got fed up of battling a ridiculously strong headwind whilst trying to run fast and I pretty much gave up - I finished that marathon in around 3.28. 

Las Vegas Marathon - Windy, windy and windy!!!

Then like a fool, I went back for more, this time at the Phoenix Marathon in February 2016. That was the day I realised I was no longer a road runner and I found no joy whatsoever in trying to maintain a consistent pace on pavement for 26 miles. I got bored half way through and pretty much walked the last 10 miles, eventually finishing in around 3.17.

Phoenix MArathon - bored, bored, bored!!!


After the Phoenix Marathon, I vowed never again and I "retired" from marathon running.

So how come I've signed up for San Diego, and what's the difference this time? Put quite simply, trail running on technical, hilly trails has made me slow.

Speed is of course relative to each individual, but when you consider that I could run a 6 minute mile with ease no less than 12 months ago and now I struggle to do that pace for 400 metres, you kind of get the picture. Even when I do my reps on the roads, I struggle to get under 7's these days and for me personally, that isn't good enough. Sure, I'm older now and no longer have the grace nor speed of a gazelle, and I'm realistic enough to know that running a marathon PR at my age is very unlikely (for those that don't know, my marathon PR is 2.47.41 which I ran in London 10 years ago - trust me, it ain't going to happen!) But I honestly believe that entering a road marathon means that I HAVE to work on my speed again, and more importantly my speed endurance. I can run 26 miles no problem, but having to do it at a half decent pace is going to take effort and it's a completely different kind of effort when compared to running the same distance on the trails.

The San Diego Marathon is on June 4th which means I have just under 7 weeks of preparation time to get some pace back in my legs. If I ran a marathon today, I honestly think that I could still do around 3.15 give or take, based on my current fitness. But I want to do better. I want to push myself and feel that burn of running hard during a rep session, I want to experience that feeling of being out of breath again and knowing that I've had a damn good training session. Don't get me wrong, trail running is far from easy, but it really does take a different kind of effort and a different kind of strength.

So what do I hope to gain by doing a marathon? I'll be up front and say that this time, I will NOT be chasing a specific time - I don't want that pressure and expectation of others. What I DO want is to feel comfortable feeling uncomfortable if that even makes sense. I have got so used to starting off at a steady pace when in a trail race that I've become unsure and frightened about pushing myself and exceeding that pace, unsure about stepping outside of my physical comfort zone, of experiencing that horrid feeling when you're out of breath and your legs are like lead weights from the effort. I finished Whiskey Basin 88km last week with tired legs - they were more tired from all the climbing more so than the pace and distance, but could I have gone faster? In hindsight, I think I could, but I held back because I haven't pushed the pace recently, I  don't know my limits, and I was cautious about going off too fast in case I tired towards the end. I was scared of pushing the pace and failing, concentrating more on keeping my heart rate low and under control so that I could run the distance and finish strong.

Doing a little bit of road running for the next couple of months will help me to gauge where I'm at and hopefully it will improve my leg speed and my VO2 max, if only by a fraction. Road running is easier in terms of terrain so I can really stretch out the legs rather than having to keep an eye out for tree roots or unstable rocks, or critters blocking the path, where you have no choice but to slow down. I'll undoubtedly experience traffic and road junctions, but I can choose less busy areas where I can really focus on hitting a target pace.

So what do I want post San Diego? I'm hoping I can improve on a weakness by making my body and mind to remember what it's like to run fast. I'm hoping that the leg speed I rekindle over the coming weeks will transfer to the trails so that I become not just an efficient trial runner, but a faster trail runner, a stronger trail runner, somebody that is more comfortable taking risks and having that extra kick when needed to get the advantage, having the confidence to pick up the pace rather than maintaining the pace. I'm hoping that my trail running will feel easier, will feel faster and even stronger, and I'm hoping that when it comes to my main goal race of the year  - the Mogollon Monster 100 miler - I really will be at my peak and ready to tackle both the course and the competition.

So the countdown is on - June 4th is the date and I have just 7 weeks to get my act together. I'm excited by the temporary change of focus and direction, I feel motivated to give it absolutely everything I have, and I know that with the support of Andy and under the guidance of my awesome coach Adam, this is going to be a great team effort that will hopefully bring the results that I am looking for.


Monday 10 April 2017

The Prescott Circle - Whiskey Basin 88km

The Whiskey Basin 88km trail race was one of my goal races for this year and I really wanted to run well. OK, I’d had a niggling ITB issue since the Black Canyon back in February and had eased back on the miles as well as the intensity, but even if I wasn’t 100% physically ready for the race, mentally I was raring to go.

I had registered for the race back in December and since then, I had kept an eye on the entry list to see who my competition would be. There were some familiar names in there and I knew it wouldn’t be a walk in the park, but I honestly felt that if everything gelled on the day, I could quite possibly win.

Two weeks prior to the race, another name appeared on the entry – Kristina Pham – a good friend and a fellow Aravaipa Racing Team member. I was delighted to see that Kristina was entered, but it also meant that even before I toed the line, I had talked myself into no better than 2nd place on the day. You see, Kristina is no sloth, and even though openly admitting that she was just using Whiskey Basin as a training run for her forthcoming 100 miler, she is far faster and a much better climber than I could ever hope to be – even her easy training pace would put her miles ahead of me. 

Of course, nobody knew how the Whiskey Basin would pan out and I figured the best approach was to just go out there and enjoy, and so long as I knew that I had given everything I possibly could, there was nothing else I could do about the end result.

We travelled up to Prescott on the Friday having booked ourselves in to an AirBnB property about a mile from the old downtown Prescott and just 10 minutes from the start line at Watson Lake. The property was ideal for us and the furries – a whole house all to ourselves with tons of land for the dogs to wander around, and we happily chilled out whilst Andy played guitar before watching a few episodes of “The Royale Family” on Netflix before bedtime.

Stone Cottage in Prescott - highly recommended :-)



I usually don’t sleep too well the night before a race but I managed to get a good solid 6 hours this time before waking up around 3.30am and feeling extremely nervous about having to run 55 miles. I’ve been pretty good in recent years in teaching myself not to think about the distance too much but rather think of things in terms of hours on feet – that way, I don’t feel quite so overwhelmed about what lies ahead – and yet for some reason, I couldn’t get this 55 miles out of my head.

Despite the nerves, I still managed a good breakfast even though it was only 4am and by 5am when the race started at Watson Lake, I was feeling far more relaxed and ready to go.

Although Andy had come to Prescott with me, I didn’t have him crewing me this time. He’s been working away a lot and desperately needed some rest and sleep so I knew I was on my own today. It was a little daunting as I didn’t even take my phone, and I started to ponder about what I’d do if something happened and I needed to drop – how would I let him know?! But there were so many familiar faces out there both racing and volunteering that there really was no need for concern and every single volunteer that I encountered at the aid stations was simply amazing!

A 5am start meant that it was still dark and for the first hour we followed the Prescott Circle trail by the beam of our head torches. The first few miles were pretty flat and I was consciously trying to hold back on the pace so that I didn’t burn myself out for later. Within the first mile, Kristina had pulled ahead into the distance along with a few of the men, and so I settled in to 2nd place and just hoped that I could hold onto it for the remainder of the day.

As night turned to day, the sky became a beautiful red as the sun started to rise and by the time we reached the first aid station at 6 miles, I’d got rid of my head torch. My nutrition is somewhat hit and miss in ultras these days – sometimes I feel great, other times I’m throwing my guts up, and I find that I am in desperate need of fuel towards the end because I really don’t feel like eating even though I know I’m hungry. Today I was trying to graze on food as I ran along, a mix of energy gels, cookies and dried mango washed down with plain water – it seemed to be working and my tummy wasn’t complaining at all.

I took some Gatorade at the first aid station – it was already much warmer than I thought it would be – and after a cheery thanks I headed up the trail for a couple of hundred yards before I encountered a junction. There were 3 possible turns – left had lots of pink tape blowing around in the brisk wind, straight ahead was marked with a 10km race marker, and the other direction had absolutely nothing. I had been looking for the orange Whiskey Basin signs but couldn’t see one, the 10k route didn’t seem right, and I seemed to remember reading something in the race instructions advising us to familiarise ourselves with the Prescott Circle Trail logo as this is the trail we would be following for the 88km. Thankfully I knew what it looked like and after wasting an indecisive minute or two, I made the right turn only to see another lady was right on my tail and literally just a minute if that behind me.



We were only 6 miles into the race, but I really didn’t want to get passed by somebody so early on in the race, and from then onwards it really did become a race for me. Every time I found myself walking, I would force myself to start running, knowing full well that too much walking would result in me being caught from behind and it would be far harder for me to keep up, especially on the climbs.

The stretch to the next aid station was mentally the most difficult for me. My mind still didn’t seem to be in the right place and I was having lots of negative thoughts. I kept looking behind me to see if the other lady was anywhere close, but I seemed to have somehow pulled away from her and was running pretty much on my own. Then out of nowhere, a few of the chaps reappeared. I initially thought that they were the 57k runners but they were doing the 88k and I later found out they had somehow taken a wrong turn. I didn’t give it any further thought until about a mile from Aid Station 3 I became aware of somebody else running behind me – it was Kristina, chasing me up the hill to the aid station and yet I don’t recall actually passing her. I figured she must have had to jump in a bush to answer nature's call or something for her to end up behind me.

I didn’t spend too much time at the aid station – I’m trying to become more efficient in races so I don’t waste too much time there – and after restocking my supplies and necking down some coconut water, I headed off down the forest trail into the pine forest.

We were now around 16 miles into the race with another 40 or so miles still to go. I had moved into first place and whilst I didn’t expect to stay there for too much longer, I was ready to work hard for it and to stay there as long as possible.

The run through the forests was beautiful. There were lots of ups but none of them were particularly steep or technical, and there were a few stream crossings. But it was lovely and cool in there and it provided some shelter from the sun as well as the brisk wind that had started to pick up. Occasionally on the switchbacks, I would see Kristina still powering up the hills not too far behind and I knew it wouldn’t be long before we hit a much larger climb where she would come flying past me and I wouldn’t have a chance of catching her again.

By now we were probably at around 20 to 25 miles. I had still been refuelling pretty well and feeling strong, but now my tummy really was starting to grumble a little. I tried to nibble on some dried mango but up it came, along with a few other remnants of food I had been trying to digest for the past couple of hours. I felt so much better after that and started running again, but got stopped in my tracks when my stomach once again tried to reject everything in it. After 5 minutes at the edge of the trail throwing up, I finally felt empty and set off again with a spring in my step, feeling amazing!

The next aid station wasn’t too much further on and unlike my usual throwing up sessions during a race, I was actually ready and able to eat more food and downed some banana and other bits and bobs, along with a couple of tums to help settle the gurgly tummy.

As I was leaving the aid station, Kristina was just running in and that was the last I saw of her until the finish line. For the next 20 miles, I just kept pushing forward knowing that if I could just keep it going, my dream of actually winning the race could come true. But I couldn’t relax until I passed that finish line, and once again, I was forcing myself to run every time my legs protested and slowed to a walk.

Yet strangely enough, I was feeling strong. Strangely enough, I was now feeling far more positive. Strangely enough, I was ready to fight for this win and to give it absolutely everything I had – a far cry from how I had been thinking just a few hours earlier!

A long, rocky downhill stretch meant I could really open up the legs and I was having so much fun heading down. I tried to recall the course profile and seemed to remember some long downhill stretches, but they were inevitable followed by even more uphill, so I tried not to get too carried away for fear of trashing the legs when there was still lots of climbing to do.

The next aid station seemed to come around quickly and Jamil was there videoing the racers, myself included. I really was feeling the urge to slow down and walk, but being on film meant I had to keep running, and I was mumbling and complaining to myself about being such a wuss and had to force myself to look relaxed and focused – I dread to see the footage if and when it’s released!

Refuelling on coke, ginger ale, oranges, watermelon and banana, I left the aid station still in the lead of the ladies race but with no idea how much of a cushion I actually had. More climbing, more twists and turns through the forests, a very steep and rocky downhill which badly bruised my big toe (note to self: buy bigger shoes next time!) and then more short, steep climbs ensued where I power hiked if needed although it was fast becoming more like a shuffle.

We’d left the pine forests by now and in the distance I could see Watson Lake which was both the start and finish of the race. I was trying to do the maths in my head and figured there was only around 10 miles remaining - not too much further to go (it’s all relative in an ultra – you’ve already done 40+ miles – 10 is nowt) but when I saw Marissa at the next aid station, I got all excited! As great as it was to see Marissa and her happy, welcoming smile, I had it in my mind that she was at the 49.9 mile aid station and therefore I had miscalculated and only had 5 miles to go. But nooooooo!!!  It was 44.9 and there WAS another 10 miles!

Oranges, bananas, coke, ginger ale and anything else that contained fluids were swiftly necked down, my stomach was full of gas because I desperately needed to eat but I really didn’t fancy anything, I knew I was running low on calories, and therefore energy, but I kept telling myself it would be ok with just 10 miles to go!

More climbing up the mountain side for at least another couple of miles followed, but I managed to keep going by telling myself only 4 miles to the next aid and then we’re on the home stretch. I passed some of the 57k runners and they offered lots of encouragement, and then we started to make a long decent which took us even closer to Watson Lake.

By now, I had started looking behind me more frequently. I was still holding on to the lead but these last few miles were where I could lose it. I somehow started to pick up the pace thinking that if anybody wanted to pass me, they were going to have to work for it. If I was running a decent pace and they still passed me this late on, they deserved the win and I could handle that – what I couldn’t handle is if they passed me and I was walking – it wasn’t an option and I was being extremely disciplined with myself.

The final aid station couldn’t come soon enough, but even then, we had another climb that took us up and over, before finally… finally!...we hit the old railway track that would take us to the finish. We had walked this stretch with the dogs on numerous occasions so I knew that it was only another 10 or 15 minutes of running. I was still checking behind me every few minutes just in case a lady was closing in on me but even though I couldn’t see anybody, I still didn’t allow myself to relax.

Up ahead I could see the Aravaipa banner and the finish line. I knew there was one final little climb to the finish – my legs were so tired and my toe so bruised and sore, but I tried the best I could to run that final stretch. I got a little emotional as I approached the finish line – I really didn’t think I could win the race, but I had – I had finished 1st lady in a new course record of 10 hours 19 minutes, and 7th overall. 




Andy was there at the finish line with the dogs and I was so happy to see them and Brandy gave me a good wash down as she got rid of all the salt. Meanwhile, it was fabulous to see coach Adam there who had had an outstanding run himself to finish in 9.50 and 5th overall and I was so, so happy for him.


The Whiskey Basin 88km is a race that I would certainly do again. I love forests and mountains and I loved the smell of the pines as we were running through. As expected, the organisation was outstanding and the volunteers were second to none. The weather was pretty much perfect – I did get sunburn, but the brisk wind kept things feeling cooler than they were and I don’t feel like I struggled with the conditions at all.

As ever, I have to say thank you to Andy and pups for being there for me and allowing me to do these races and all the training that goes with it. I moan and groan, I have happy days when I’m feeling confident and not so good days where I doubt my ability, and yet they always perk me up and make me realise that the main thing is to have fun and do my best – nothing else matters and they won’t judge me.

Of course, I must also thank Mr Adam Livingston who has been coaching me in recent months. After Black Canyon, I did have a niggle and I was worried that it would be detrimental to my race in Prescott. Thanks to Adam, my training plan was tailored perfectly to get me to Whiskey Basin in racing shape, but without overdoing things to aggravate the niggle even further. I stick to the plan pretty much religiously and trust in what Adam asks me to do – I feel that the win at the weekend is as much a victory for him as it is for me simply because he knows his athletes and wants to see them succeed – if you don’t have a coach yet, then I can certainly recommend him 😊

So what’s next? Well it’s only April and my next goal race isn’t until mid-September and there are a lot of weeks in between. My next race will likely be the Dam Good Run on April 23rd – one of the things I need to work on is getting some speed back in my legs, so I will likely be doing one of the shorter races there. After that there is a huge possibility that I will be doing a road marathon – gasp in horror! Yes, I am seriously looking at the San Diego Marathon in early June as a way of getting back some of the road speed I used to have which will hopefully transfer back to the trails during the summer. I vowed never to do another road marathon but I think I need a little bit of a change right now to get me running faster and as ever, I’m up for the challenge. Marathon number 40 or something, here I come!

 
Prizes from the race with shoes courtesy of HIke Shack in Prescott